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Believing God’s Grace Frees Judgmental Criticism with Neesie Cieslak (Part 2)

The effects of severe childhood abuse produce significant relational issues as the person becomes an adult. Many self-protective strategies are in place to avoid experiencing the pain again. Neesie Cieslak shares how the abuse in her past played out as a wife and mother. Yet God was at work, slowly bringing healing and change, creating redemption.

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God’s Grace Breaks the Cycle of Generational Abuse with Neesie Cieslak (Part 1)

Generational abuse creates a pattern that is difficult to break apart from God’s power. Neesie Cieslak, speaker, author, and family life educator, shares the first part of her story, telling about her experience of abuse and how it affected family life as she grew up. Yet God had His hand upon her life, giving her glimpses of hope.

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Avoiding Shame through Judgmental Criticism

If I don’t feel confident in who I am and in my value, one of the ways I can avoid the shame I feel is to judge and criticize. The discernment I have of the strengths and weaknesses in others comes from an exaggerated valuation of what I offer. If I place myself in a posture of superiority, I believe I can distance myself from shame. Growing in self-awareness for what triggers my shame helps me to offer compassion and empathy rather than critic

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Tools to Deal with Anger in Ourselves and Others with Russ Yost, LMFT (Part 2)

Anger feels more powerful than we are. It can seem impossible to get out of a state of rage once we enter it. And we can feel powerless when those we love are reacting in destructive anger. Russ Yost, LMFT, shares some of his helpful tools on how to regulate the emotion of anger, and how to respond in a healthy way when others we love are angry. There is hope for change and growth.

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Understanding the Origins of Anger in Us with Russ Yost, LMFT (Part One)

It can seem like anger comes out of nowhere. We can react in anger before we have a chance to think about it. Anger can be destructive, but it can also be helpful for us to understand that we need to do something about our circumstances. Learn from Russ Yost, LMFT, a man who has struggled with anger himself, as he shares how to recognize anger and understand how to respond in a healthy way.

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Using Anger As Self-Protection

Anger feels powerful. When we’ve lived with a feeling of powerlessness, it’s tempting to use anger to try to protect ourselves. Anger can take the form of rage and passive-aggressiveness, always with harmful results for those we love. Self-protective anger has its roots in relational hurt. As we allow God and others into our past hurts, we can heal and learn to live in a new way.

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From Escaping to Trusting: Jacob’s Story (Part 2)

As Jacob came to understand and believe God’s promises, he learned that he no longer needed to escape through video games in order to survive emotionally. God’s hope and truth freed him to begin to let go of the old patterns and live out of who he is in Christ.

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Escaping the Pain of Shame: Jacob’s Story (Part 1)

When legitimate childhood needs went unmet for Jacob, he felt alone and abandoned. A lie took shape in his mind that it was his fault. He created ways to survive the emotional pain by escaping through media. God’s hand was on him, and a healthier way of life lay ahead.

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The Reasons We Avoid Shame by Numbing and Escaping

When we don’t know how to work through shame and other negative emotions, we devise clever strategies to help us numb them or escape from them. The avoidance is short-lived, and the hard feelings return. Learning to live in the present by allowing God to minister to us in them frees us to live in maturity and health.

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How Living Out of An Identity in Christ Heals Perfectionism: Janelle’s Story (Part 2)

Trauma can cause delayed development, creating a lag in the maturing process. This often shows up as a lack of discipline, procrastination, and defeated perfectionism. By God’s grace and with His power at work in us, we can grow up, and tackle tasks we might otherwise avoid. Our shame heals as we gain self-respect. Janelle tells the second half of her story in this episode, sharing the process of this healing in her.

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Defeated Perfectionism’s Trap: Janelle’s Story (Part 1)

Our attempts to hide our shame by being perfect only help in the short term. No one is good at everything. Eventually, we are faced with our shortcomings. A traditional perfectionist may become more driven. A defeated perfectionist gives up before trying. Janelle shares the first part of her story as a defeated perfectionist who comes to know the healing love of Jesus.

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Breaking Free From Perfectionism

Perfectionism is a powerful self-protection strategy. It is an illusion. It tricks us into believing we can be the ideal person we want to project. Instead, it brings bondage and exhaustion. What are the roots of this behavior? And how can we experience breakthroughs? By God’s grace, we can live in dependence on God instead of dependency on performance.

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Forgiving Betrayal: Connie’s Story (Part 1)

Connie’s decision to serve in full-time ministry could have been a fulfilling life. She did experience joy as she served, but her husband’s faith crisis led to the dissolution of her marriage and the life she thought she would live. She shares the first part of her story in this week’s episode.

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Forgiving Others Heals our Shame

Holding on to unforgiveness as we wait for justice can keep us trapped in shame. Believing we are in the right and our offenders are in the wrong can cause us to believe we are worthy to be their judge. When we understand and trust that Jesus paid the debt that our offenders cannot pay, it frees us to forgive. It breaks the power of shame.

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Finding the Courage to Stay Present in Pain (Part 2)

In this second part of Scott’s story, he shares how his childhood pattern of retreat from reality spilled over into his adult life. He hurt others in the same way he was hurt. God met him with His grace, freeing Scott to forgive himself and live in God’s forgiveness. Freedom and peace followed, along with the beauty of redemption.

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Retreating From Reality with Scott Fischer (Part 1)

A chaotic environment of alcoholism created a need for safety as a child for Scott. His way of coping was to retreat from reality to avoid the intense emotions he felt. He carried these coping skills into his adult life, with painful results. Yet God had His hand on Scott, and there was hope.

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Moving Beyond Regret: Learning to Forgive Ourselves

Sometimes we can be our own worst critic. Even when we know that God has forgiven us, we can have a hard time forgiving ourselves. The Holy Spirit longs to help us learn to live in His grace, freeing us to live in the hope of life without regret and self-reproach.

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A Deep Desire For a Life Worth Living with Bill Folz (Part 2) 

When Bill Folz surrendered his life to Christ, he moved from darkness to light and found the calling of his life. He asked God for a life worth living and God answered that prayer. Knowing this, we can trust God for His purposes for us. He wants to give each of us a life that brings us joy and meaning.

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God’s Relentless Pursuit of Our Hearts with Bill Folz (Part 1) 

At the core of who we are, we desire a relationship with God. Even when we walk into the darkness, God continues to pursue us. Bill Folz shares his story of how he used drugs and music scene in an attempt to find relational depth. God met him before he understood his need, offering forgiveness and hope.

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